happiness .
"the guy who has waited & loved you for the past 10 over years could not be trusted. love is more than just words, & actions..." yes, love is all about mutual trust & support. gosh, love's in the air & i feel like being in love ):
i want a guy who'd make himself suffer from gastritis just to feel the pain i feel when i suffer from menstrual cramps, & a guy who doesn't mind being condemned by the whole world just to know how i felt when he left me alone, feeling sad.i may be able to find this special
HIM, or may not be able to. but what comes may, i guess i know what i want now (:
randoms .
even the guy who has waited & loved you for the past 10 over years could not be trusted. love is more than just words, & actions...feeling like shit now. fell sick after the many nights of mugging till 3 - 4am, sleeping for like less than 4 puny hours in a single day. & my body gave way finally. but to have lasted for that good 2 weeks or so, i guess i'm strong. Hah. well, the whole trip at the polyclinic sucks pretty much today, cos all in all, i wasted a good 4 hours there. but, the greatest thing there today was the slightest humanity in the doctor. cos she gave me 2 days of MC (:
spent this pathetic day at home resting. & i still planned to study till 3 or 4am tonight. or maybe not, shall see. time's flying, things' changing & prelims' nearing. many things took for a change recently, & so quickly we're welcoming August. daddy's flying off soon, kinda 舍不得 .
if i could wish for something, i'd wish for a time machine...
p/s: the headstart was just a random feeling, nothing serious (:
buffet .
damn it.
am i dumb or am i dumb? what a good question to be asking myself. grrrs!
without much notice, the damn eyebrow shaver slashed itself on my poor index finger when i was reaching for the hair brush. the blood just flow as though it was a free-flow buffet, non-stop for a good 5 minutes. my basin & bathroom's floor is painted with my
fresh blood. being rather
sick-in-the-mind, i wanted to take a picture of it initially. but thought it was really rather gruesome, so, skipped it.
my finger hurts very much, & it definitely feels retarded now. it couldnt move & i'm trying very hard to not move it, to keep it away from water and all. sighs, i'm beginning to feel stupid.
HAH. God bless my finger will recover soon *
& oh, i hate school. hills & mountains of assignments waiting for me to clear,
by this week, mind you! damn,
damn,
damn.
aites, 'nuff of my rants & ramblings.
off to bury myself in the damn books, Ciaoz (:
Racial Harmony 2007
{edited}it's really an enjoyable day i'd say..
apart from the fact that i was late, had to walk approx 10 rounds in heels & kebaya with Joclyn & JinJin & the fact that Huili, WeeLiang, Ailing & me was sitting outside the class during english lesson. & i was practically
suan-ed by Mr Nazri for the whole day, grrrs. LOL.
& oh, my class went to the Jurong Island on thursday. gosh, i tell you.. though the sun was friggin' big, it was friggin' hot, the journey was friggin' long & that there was nothing to see except for storage tanks, flare towers, i still enjoyed myself pretty much. surprising eh? haha! it was really a good & fruitful trip (:
pictures up next.
CHEERS :Dhaha, hope you guys like it.
thats all for now, gotta get going.
enjoy ya weekends,
mine will be horrible though. HAH.till next time (:
a 6-month goodbye.
just got back from Changi Airport, feeling rather upset.. had just sent my second sister off for Shanghai for her Uni year 2 internship. like what my msn nick says, "心里面有着一种莫名的舍不得," i'm feeling rather lost & weird. perhaps it's a longer period that she's leaving this time round... & suddenly, our relationship as sisters seemed to get a little closer.. well, enough said. i'm tired but there's still work for me to do. good night...
take good care,
we'll miss you (:
